April fools day for the loser
Cried to sleep last night .
Very upset .
Am I really that incompetent and useless ? Or is it sheer luck and chances that I lacked ?
Looking back , there are things that I could have done better and more , and chances that I could have grabbed for myself .
But I really have tried hard . Why do I deserve all these ?
I have had enough . I really hate all these .
What a day. A day for losers like me .